He hits his dick

He hits his cock

Jerking off hard

pulls it down,

and it springs up 

and hits him in

the stomach

With a meaty thud 

A truck

Carrying a huge 

Load to me

Walking down the street

Coming in/

Bursting through my door

I drop to my knees

/ Your pants drop to

Your feet

Plowing me hard on 

The bed

Pounding the bed

Making my house shake

Take me,

Daddy!

Take me, (!) Take me!!!

Seeing arousal

content warning: frat

/ skin drawing

Seeing arousal in others 

creates arousal in me

like smiling,

I feel 

a tingling

seeing someone else have it

The curve upward, 

The rush of blood, scientifically,

to your crotch

I 

like to watch

on my screen

Seeing it 

On the subway, in jeans or

through sweatpants

The pole-holding

Observer 

Is me

I like to watch it

Enter and leave,

So simple

like

Walking out of a door

of a frat house

Scribbled on 

My forehead, 

“WHORE”

In black ink

steeped

In sex, the moment

Is saturated

In cum

it’s all I can think of 

And can

sympathize

With wanting to do something 

/out of lust 

The afterthought

Of consequences

or be what they may 

The reward 

Is too great

Not to

We

can't pass this up

Facehugger

Use me, as

Your vessel for seed

For Insemination

With your 

long tail 

down my throat

I barely see anything

I choke and

gag

wrapping your fingers

Around my head 

Your hands

Around my neck

not letting go

until I take your cock further

I wear you like 

a mask or helmet

Your legs 

Spread in two 

different directions 

muscular thighs

wide 

stance

Fucking 

Fuck me!

Please, Daddy,

Give me your cum! 

Fuck me!

feet firmly planted

Or levitated 

Please, give Me your cum! 

Daddy

Cold Shower

I want a cold shower

But weirdly I'm not sure it'll help me

Right now

I'm worried my body will

Cut right through the cold

And it would turn me on

Pounding on my hard skin

Making my ridges all wet

/ making me want to pump more

to get warm

I'd scream and kneel 

In the tub, thrashing

I'd weirdly like the punishment

And want the discomfort

To push me out of my comfort 

zone

Squirming

/ realizing I need you more or want you more

To nestle my cold body into

And get warm

Orgy

We all get

Undressed

And start slowly touching

Each other's pecs 

The crevices between

Our hips

Get caught on a nipple, 

On

something else that

Rises

Slowly,

They lay me

on the bed 

Kissing me all

The way

they come around 

me

with many hands

A thousand 

on 

Me

running over 

my body

Running through 

my hair

In and out of 

my mouth,

fingers

Unending 

cock-sucking

And penetration

to my hole

I'm spit-roasted

by three men at my mouth

And just one

Down south

They want me 

all

To make me 

implode

My insides 

Down my throat 

And 

Deep in my ass.

They grab my 

waist

and grab my

neck

Stroke their shaft

right by my 

eyes

gripping my skin with their fingers

Kissing above my head

The sweat flows,

everyone's focused

and into it,

present

In the 

Open arms

Of another

Man

Open mouths 

Open holes

Open bodies

A group of dicks

erect 

And happy

Ready to 

penetrate and 

carry a bottom 

To bliss 

& slut 

heaven

Tethered- cum-

kissed 

Spit-

Roasted

Wetted bedsheets

Wrinkled

form feet stepping

on them &

Knees

trying to get closer 

to my orfices 

Hands moving 

Gang
Surrounded

Wrapped Up

I’m all wrapped up 

in this Shibari knot 

all wrapped

up in a latex suit 

My legs and limbs 

Bend back 

The feeling

Of  ropes

And latex cover my skin

And with

your arms, too

I’m bound to

These masks

And faux leather

to you

wrapped up in your love 

Hard

(Alt. Version) Harness

You be my harness

Rough and tight
Fuck me while
You hold my
Sides
Like a bodice

The strings tied
And wound around
Your fingers

Pulled back
Like my body

Gripping my waist
Like a corset
Going in and out

Dying to please

The slightest thing

I take as offense

Even if someone just

passes me

Sensitive and less significant 

I feel

the pressure to please

Begging for you to like me

I work hard to please 

All the men.

I feel them come into my line

I feel them staring.

I feel it is a man…

Who is staring at me?

Do you like what you see?

Or am I just not going fast enough 

For you?

I just want everybody 

To like me in the store

And on the road

Coworkers 

Strangers

Employers

All for my self-esteem

How low it must be 

for me to need

complete strangers to like me

I hardly have time

For anybody now

I want to beat 

traffic like some

people do

Like those fucking trucks!

I think of them as rude customers

I never know 

How it will be 

on the road -

Busy or slow or

empty.

I hate walking into

Work and

Seeing all the people 

/ Predicting their 

Thoughts

If they knew mine,

They'd be shocked...

People look at me, and

I both like 

and hate it.

I don't like following 

their rules of engagement.

I don't like how 

they make me feel

for not pretending.

Listening to voices

And conversations

It's all nonsense

I am sore from standing

in bad posture

I watch, in the corner of my eye,

someone in my line

I say fuck you 

To everybody who comes 

Into my line

I dream of guys seeing

me in my car 

And thinking I'm hot.

Who do I think is watching?

No one.

How can I stop?

I don't think I can do this

much longer.

I feel, as I walk out,

A heavy weight crushing

my shoulders

I am numb now.

I don't feel
like myself.

I feel drunk and woosy

I don't know what I'm thinking.

I just want to get 

Home

Poetry

is my only source of hope

I guess

I'll just fake it

until I make it.