roommates

i just want to be as desirable
as you are to me

or as comfortable as you
are staying in our
current state of relationship
not having sex or fucking
or cuddling

even though we're
intimate and you are one
of the few people i trust

i must find a way to resolve this
or else it will bubble over
and ruin our relationship

And I wonder, is this
more important
than sex?

the worst part is
i get jealous over everyone you're with