Hell

I travel down to The underworld 

to see Hades

Down, down, down. Blocks

And blocks, and 

Blocks

I wonder if I'll come back

with some devil as my boyfriend

but I feel I am hardly good

For anyone.

I'm burning up here. I'm on fire

thirsty…

I can't seem 

To be satisfied no matter

How many times I go there and check

Perhaps it's more like Purgatory 

Because I know nothing will happen.

I've been bad, and some good.

I'm in a waiting state, wanting to move

On - wanting to go back and forth;

Ready to learn my lesson

(and another one)

Please excuse me if 

I don't trust anyone Here. 

I think everyone is a liar

or won't say what they truly want.

I get sucked in still. 

These are chains that barely fit my 

wrists and ankles, but I stay -

I resist. Temptation.

Should I give in?

I've had some good times because of

it - sex I would not believe 

Or Forget.  

But I'm looking for a Heaven

Out of here