Dark
Where you can insert a dollar
And watch porn
Hard yet comfortable
Seats,
Headboards
a building that looks small on the outside,
with a unique structure
a maze, almost, of booths
no doors
a sign says "adult books"
but I think it's called DVD depot.
Driving there, I am
Wondering if the cars driving
next to me
Are going where I'm going
To have fun,
And are men.
Inside,
The glorious sound of moans
Cover art of porn framed
On the wall
I wish I could wash
you out of the back
of my throat you
smelled like old fish
but looked good
that's why I didn't
suck your dick and
I said it made me
uncomfortable until
you got fed up and
told me to get up
and good luck bud
and be safe then
when I sat to jerk
off alone I thought
how crazy it was for
me not to be safe
with you and you
to still tell me that.
Just please
Let my anger guide my decisions
I don't want to stay here
out of comfort.
I don't want to stay knowing I'm safe.
Just please open
a pathway so I can leave in the end.
Don't, please,
let me not listen to my anger if I'm not going to express it.
If I'm going to stay calm,
then please show me the way, clearly.
